10 things that would be beyond incredibly awesome right now :

1. For (some) of my dreams to come true.
2. HSC year to be over. Like. Right. Now. I’ve realised that there’s no point in stressing over this bitch of a ‘life-deciding-year’. Getting a high mark isn’t the only road to life, success and whatnot. The only expectations we can fulfill are ourselves, no one else’s.
3. FREEDOM. I’ve never been so hungry for it. For about three weeks now, the rents have - well, more than usually, have had their claws ready for when and if I do step over the line again. Hah, if. Funny.
4. For nights out to last forever. It’s practically my only escape. For those who make it worth it, you are the fucking best. The world around me stops when i’m with you.
5. KiD CuDi - be mine. I am currently going through a Cudi phase. It’s not so much the beat but the lyrics itself that make his music dope. Literally, the kid is on it 24/7. So. Jealous.
6. My girls.. Come on, it’s clear that it aint the same these days. We’re in our final year together and can make it worth it? Please? Yeah yeah, we all change but that doesn’t mean that we can just cut other people out with such opinionated, negative attitudes.
7. Some things need to be legalised. Enough said. Come on, god created that shit. And he did so for a reason, just like he created light and dark. We make use of the sun our life provider, we make the most of nights in- and out, why not enjoy what makes the world go round.. life would be a bore without it, admit it.
8. As much as I want this year to be over with, I actually want time to slow down just a notch. Things are moving way too fast and I feel like there’s not enough time for things to seep in.
9. For the SUN to come out more often. Weather’s been fucking miserable and disgustingly cold lately… Eugh. Winter’s around the corner, which means no more blocks of hours soaking up some rays :(
10. I want a genie. So that I can make a wish that this entire list would miraculously come true. Technically, it’s only one wish - just, compacted with many in one - hah ;)

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Secret #34: I like to pretend that everything’s alright. Because when everybody else thinks you’re fine, sometimes you forget for a while that you’re not. and that’s when it hurts the most.